But you may learn from it though :)
Have I been living my life to the fullest? Have I been a good person? Years have gone so fast. We can't even tell until when are we gon be alive. Being a teenager was the peak of what could mold you as you grow older. It may define how you view things. I think I've gone through the phase where I screwed up and be all that happy-go-lucky girl. Before, I tend to just act according to what I want. And now, I can say, I act according to what is right. Lifestyle change, it's really difficult to turn your back to what you're used to. People are naturally resistant to change. But hey, there's no harm in trying and most especially when you know it is for the better.
For those people who knew me way back in gradeschool/highschool, you know how much I have been distant to my family. Being expressive to my feelings was really not my thing. I find it awkward to speak for what I feel. And they say "Strict parents make sneaky children" YES YES. I KNOW. I have been really sneaky. I do a lot of things that they didn't know. I didn't want them to worry and I know they're just looking after me. But I know my limits and I know they wouldn't understand.
BUT TO TELL YOU,
It is really true.
"Sana nakinig nalang ako sa nanay ko"
Parents know what's the best for us. Maybe you wouldn't accept the fact they're right for now. But sooner or later you'll understand. Specially when we're already in their shoes.I've done stupid mistakes and they actually make good stories to tell everyone. My life is an open book. I'd rather tell you what I've gone through with all honesty than to let people guess and believe all those false notions about me.
Saying goodbye to teenage years... 19 now. then 20 21 22 23... Ohmyyy. Two more years then we'll be graduating (Yes, I'm claiming that! Two more years!!) Then working, then what? Marrying age? Shocks time flies so fast.
ANYWAY. I've been talking so much. I would like to tell you more but I'll save it for my next posts :)
Have to move my ass now, Hello CRS week! :D
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