What has changed?

Two days without electricity made me read these.

My planner slash diary from 2009 to 2012

I love expressing my thoughts through writing. Whenever I think about something deep I would always have a pen and a paper. I would try to write the problem, the effect on me, the possible solutions and what I think is the right thing to do regardless of my feelings. I love to think. THINK THINK THINK. And yes, that's the problem... I usually overthink.

Reading page by page brings back the memories of what happened all those years. I get so amazed everytime I try to look back on things that had occurred and I am now trying to see what it brought me this far. I can really say that I have no regrets. I missed out on people, let the good ones passed by my hand and I made mistakes but I know at some point in my life that's what I wanted. I've seen myself so hurt, people have witnessed that too. That pain I experienced made me this tough. I may have cried for so many times but that doesn't make me weak for I know I've fought so hard for what's already dying. That's being brave; being ready to face and endure the pain. 

As the years gone by, I learned how to cope up better with what the world has given me. I also learned how to treasure the people who never leave my side through good times and bad. I have a lot of friends and I am so blessed I've met them. I would like to state all their names here but I don't want to miss out on anyone so let's just leave it like that ;)

I'm done with the "downside" of my life. It was so hard to bring back the pieces of what had been broken for quite awhile. It was really tough at first; I didn't even thought of being able to get back on track that fast. I am really happy with my life now. Setting goals and priorities. And doing something to attain my dreams. That's what truly matters.

It doesn't matter how many times you fall, what matters is that you get up :)