Why now? Why are these things coming up just now? I'm having this feeling that I don't have the right to feel bad about it and rant about it. But if you were at my place maybe you'll understand. I have this question in my mind and it has always been in my mind for a long time. WHY DO I HAVE TO EXPERIENCE ALL OF THESE? I have done nothing wrong to you. I have been good. I can actually claim that. Time has healed my heart; I have forgiven the people who hurt me. And it sucks to know just now. To know that you lied to me. This is not a lie that you can let it pass just like that. This thing is such a big deal. If only I knew by that time maybe I could have saved myself from getting hurt even more.
The sad thing is that everyone knew about it EXCEPT ME.
You might say that you don't want me to know because you don't want me to get hurt. But what do you think am I feeling right now?
You don't want to get involved too. Yes I get that. But seeing your friend suffer and letting her know about it might save her? Did it not even hit your mind?
I'm not mad at anyone. I just hate what I am feeling right now.
THIS FEELING SUCKS
I just want it to pass.
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