Ohhhctober...

This month will surely be something special. I'm really anxious of what could possibly happen. Time flies so fast and this month... Ohhh this month... Everytime I think of the end of the semester it gives me mini heart attacks. I just want this feeling to be over. Half of my heart actually does want that, but the other half says if only time could be a little more slow. I just can't imagine myself failing AGAIN. I just want this so bad. I've really put much effort this time compared to the past years. Don't want to disappoint my parents. Don't want to waste TIME and MONEY. Don't want to start from another clean slate. *Sigh

I hope that everyone from Team Irreg will pass. They are really special to me. They are like the sparkle in my college life. We failed but we didn't lose the vibe of feeling that we are worthy of still being in CRS. We had our shortcomings and we managed to do something about it. I really believe that when you put you heart, mind and soul to everything you do, success would just be around waiting for the right moment to shine at your best. The good things in life is best appreciated when you know you've worked hard on it.

Don't stop believing you can. Believing in your own capacity should always be the first. Cos this time, only YOU can help yourself.

Motivation is what gets you started and habit is what keeps you going ;)

Blogging can really be therapeutic. Good thing I was able to let this one out. 

Thank You Lord for each day. For giving me hope everyday. You know what I told You haha! I love Youuuu!