Not Too Soon

Almost 3am in the morning. I should be catching up some sleep that I've been missing throughout the week. But I'm here listening to music and blogging about something I really don't know what this is about. I just felt that I should update this somehow. And this would probably help me think about something else other than studies. (I have a lame life thank you) HAHA NOOOOOT!

So what to talk about... OH! I have this feeling of getting excited about lovelife LOL it seems like everyone  around me have someone special. My friends frequently joke about me being a nun or even a saint :)))) or basically be single for the rest of my existence. At first I'm just laughing and taking it as a plain joke as it went on and on... I'm already having these weird thoughts... What if I won't really have my chance? What if I'd fall for no one? What if I won't really like someone that much to the point I'd want him to be mine? WTH :| Buuuuuut noooooooo!!! I refuse! :))))) I'LL HAVE MY TURN!! Just not now. Not too soon. Not soon enough. Whuuuuut?

I'm excited though :))))
I think it would be a weird feeling for me. It would feel like everything's new.
And I promise myself that I would do my best to be affectionate :)))))
I won't holdback. I won't find affection creepy. HAHAHAHA

TRY.