My thoughts of Him

Before, I used to ask Him, WHY. Why do I have to get through this? Why me? Have I done something wrong for me to deserve all those things? I felt really weak. I felt helpless. I felt that there won't come a day that I'll get over all the pain. My heart was full of pain. I lost my self-esteem. I would always doubt my capabilities. I kind of lost everything that I have. (Well that's how it really felt)

Yes you have friends that you can lean on. But sometimes you just can't really tell them everything. Not that you don't want to but it is just hard to put all your emotions into words. It's hard to select the perfect words to define what you feel. But there's someone who understands you. You don't have to speak. 'Cos He sees through you. Because of Him. I'm here; stronger than I was before. He never left me even though I've sinned.  He would always have that hand that would reach out and help me get up when I fall down.

I have never been so secured with what I have. For years I've been searching for myself. I've been lost; so scared that I won't be able to get back on track. Yes it is really true. He will never put you in a situation that you can't handle. There would always be a purpose for everything that comes into your life.

I thank Him everyday because I know without Him I won't be able to surpass all the struggles that came into my life. I trust Him so I don't worry. He has plans for me and I know I'll be happy. We'll all be happy. We'll surely have a ton of troubles ahead but we'll get through it :)